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The work and musings of the parish priest of S. Peter's, West Blatchington, in the Diocese of Chichester. S. Peter's is gently within the anglo-catholic tradition of the Church of England.
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None of you can become my disciple if you do not give up all your possessions.
When I saw these words in today’s Gospel I realized that the Lord with his wry humour had provided a reading for me today.
One of the themes of my preaching is that we have to listen to the Lord’s call to each of us and to answer it as best we can whatever the cost.
Over the last couple of years I have been discerning that the Lord is calling me to follow him in a new way and join the Roman Catholic Church. It is obviously not possible to pursue this journey with integrity as your priest and so this will be my last Sunday with you at St Peter’s.
You can see the personal relevance of the reading. Although Bishop John has kindly agreed to let me stay on in the Rectory for a brief period I am about to become unemployed and homeless, and at a time when we have just discovered that Caroline is pregnant again. A good sermon illustration, but I would ask for your prayers that we will be able to provide for our family over the coming months.
I’m sorry that I have not been able to give you advance warning of this – Bishop John asked me not to, and I have had to honour his instruction. I believe that his thought was that it would spare you the possible difficulty of feeling that you were being cared for by someone who had decided his future lay elsewhere. Also the timing of the announcement would give him the option of letting me briefly stay on in the Rectory while we try to find somewhere else to live.
When I went to see Bishop John he told me that he felt both sad that I would be going and joyful for me that I was pursuing the Lord’s call to me as best as I can discern.
That certainly sums up my own feelings at this time. In order to take any journey to a new home you not only set out to go to the new place, you leave one behind.
The Church of England has been my spiritual home for the whole of my life. It has been the place where I have met the Lord in word and sacrament and been given a wonderful vocation. In making this decision I do not want to denigrate our Church in any way. I do not set aside the faith we share together, but find what has been important to me as an Anglican in my own spiritual journey fulfilled in the Catholic Church.
Although I have of course been formed within the anglo-catholic tradition it never occurred to me that it would at any point require a choice from me, or that I would ever leave our Church. Indeed our two churches have been pursuing the possibility of coming back into communion with each for some time.
As I have preached about many times this journey towards real unity with the church from which our own was formed at the reformation is a biblical priority. I cannot read John 17 and believe that Our Lord’s will is anything other than the reunion of his broken body the Church.
My own reading of events is that that possibility is further away than ever and that the Church of England has decided to prioritize a more protestant and liberal view of scripture, ministry and ethics that has made such a journey into union impossible in my life time.
In conscience then I have come to the point where I cannot in good faith remain as your priest. I need to lay down the gift of my ministry here with you and pursue the path which I believe the Lord is leading me on.
It has been a great privilege to be your priest here for the last decade, to share in your lives and to do my best to lead and support you in your Christian faith.
I am grateful to you all for the love support you have given me, and especially in my transition to family life and the warmth with which you have embraced my family.
In his famous sermon on the parting of friends Newman reflected on the fact that our Lord chose to share the Eucharist with his disciples on the night before he left them in an earthly sense. There is nothing better we can do at this moment than to share the Eucharist together. This will be our final Eucharist together as your priest and I will be offering it not only for my own family intentions, but for the future and flourishing of the life of this parish which I continue to love. It is my hope that you will be able to continue to pray for me as I will for all of you as you seek to do the Lord’s will.
Please support your churchwardens as they lead you through this vacancy. The Archdeacon has already found a priest who will be able to take the main Sunday Eucharist every week for you until a new priest is appointed.
I will be praying that the Lord sends you a holy and prayerful priest as your next Rector and ask your prayers that the Lord will make clear the next part of my own vocation to serve him.We decided earlier in the year that this would be a good time to hold a low-key stewardship fortnight. I do encourage you all to take a copy of the magazine and to read and reflect on the financial information you'll find there and on what you can do to support the church here and on your own spiritual life.
There are two main reasons why we need to regularly review our stewardship commitment within the church. The first, though not the most important, is for the obvious practical reasons. We have to be realistic about our common household expenses and our responsibility to not only provide for the mission and ministry of the parish here in our own day but to care for and pass on the gifts we have received. Within the living memory of many people here at St Peter’s this main part of the church was paid for by the people of this parish as was the Rectory which I am fortunate to be lent as a home for myself and my family. I am very conscious that this has been a financially bruising year for many people in our congregation and I sympathize with that – my stipend has been frozen until 2011 and I have a growing family. But precisely because this has been a difficult year we have to be realistic about money in the parish. Some people have had to reduce their giving and the Diocese is less able to help support the parishes. Despite the misleading facts that are always about suggesting the Church of England is terribly rich the reality is that our Diocese is facing a £1 million pound shortfall for next year and will be looking to reduce clergy posts by about 10%, losing 33 full time clergy posts. Parishes which cannot cover the costs of a full time clergyman may well lose them.
But beyond the practical considerations there is the response of generosity. The PCC decided that the beginning of Advent was a good time to talk about our giving and stewardship because in this period of the church year we are so firmly focused upon God’s love and generosity. As today’s gospel reading reminds us we look ahead to the last judgement and the heavenly dwelling place that God has prepared for his people. And with the prophecy of Jesus’ birth, the righteous offspring of the house of David, we are reminded of God’s love in giving us the great gift – Jesus his Son – the reason that Christmas is a time of gift giving as we respond to God’s generosity. We give because we have received.
One of the mysteries of life is the importance of costliness. At times when it is harder to be a Christian the church flourishes in strange ways. We always look back to the times of persecution when we have been martyred for the faith for simply being a Christian as times of inspiration. We are unlikely to be asked in this generation to die because of love of Jesus in this country. But we might well think about how much our willingness to get involved in the church and let our faith be a matter of prime importance in our life defines our commitment. Do we love God enough to be generous with our money, our time, and our love?
Our second reading suggests that this theme of love is an important one for us when we are asked to reflect on our level of giving. St Paul’s theme is of course the importance of a right relationship with God, but he emphasizes the importance of mutual love within the community.
‘May the Lord make you increase and abound in love for one another and for all, just as we abound in love for you. And may he strengthen your hearts in holiness that you may be blameless before our God and Father at the coming of our Lord Jesus with all the saints.’
See how Paul is concerned with the salvation of the Christians he is writing to in Thessalonica, that they are righteous before God and destined for heaven. But his concern is not a mechanical one – I need get this job done so I can move on to the next church. No his concern is rooted in his love for the people he has encountered there.
I think this is the key to our giving. I can tell you practically that the church recommends that we tithe our income, give away 10% of it, half to the church and half to other charities and good causes we wish to support. So if you take home £1,000 a month the recommendation is that you give £50 a month to the church – and I can tell you that I give this myself to St Peter’s as well as supporting the Catholic Church my wife attends. I can tell you that if everyone gave an extra 50p a week that would close the budget shortfall in the Diocese.
But these figures, on their own, are not the whole picture. They don’t take into account our family situations – some may be able to be more generous, and some less. But the love that St Paul talks about, the love we should cultivate for each other should have two practical consequences here. Firstly we should want to support each other. Some people are really struggling at the moment and those of us who can need to be generous enough to make sure that we can pay our way as a whole. However much we may need to be practical no one should feel unwelcome at St Peter’s because their financial situation is worse than another’s. We have to pay our housekeeping bills but the good news of the Gospel of Jesus Christ is free – that’s why there is no charge for baptism! So to be generous in our giving is often to help other members of our church.
Secondly the Gospel, our faith in Jesus, needs to be shared, not as a way of increasing our numbers to help us pay our way, but because we want to share God’s message of love and forgiveness with others. Jesus is not a private possession to be jealously guarded but the gift of God’s love to be shared. So to be generous in our giving is to help to make sure that there is a church here at St Peter’s open, with the lights and heating on, so that we can meet people, invite them in and share God’s love.
So I do ask you to take the time to review your giving and to be as generous as you can. But as I mention in my letter I also want you to take time to review your spiritual life and the space you are making for God in it.
I want you to be financially generous. Wouldn’t it be great if we were able not only to pay our bills but also to employ a youth worker here or buy a house so we could bid for a curate! But at the same time I don’t want us to become fixated with the money as an end in itself.
So don’t despair if you are already being as generous as you can financially – but please think about what else you can do. Support the church in prayer – perhaps attend an extra service regularly in the week and pray for evangelism in the parish. If you cannot give another penny to the parish funds but you are able to pray for another person and share your faith with them you will have done an even greater work for God.

